Am I Disturbed??!

WHY AM I DISTURBED?
If the frailty; the callousness slowly disintegrate the sanity in man?
If cunning constancy conceived in the fun-filled game of friendship
                                                    Is camouflaged in noble commitment towards family?

BUT SHOULD I BE DISTURBED?
 If sparrows do not twitter now
Colourful Concubines tweet their tales of toil
To high-profiled hackers?
Yet commitments towards their families
Keep them Connected!!

And Untroubled Flows the Time...
So life decides the move
 The reason to deify is to nullify  the very essence of existence
 The fallacy of loneliness in the facade of indifference is saleable

 AM I DISTURBING YOU?
As i fall..i rise in in your assessment
As i die..i am resurrected in your gossips
Yet the ashes of the dead float n' flow in the river of time...

AND  DO I TRY TO BE DISTURBED?

Am I Disturbed??!

WHY AM I DISTURBED?
If the frailty; the callousness slowly disintegrate the sanity in man?
If cunning constancy conceived in the fun-filled game of friendship
                                                    Is camouflaged in noble commitment towards family?

BUT SHOULD I BE DISTURBED?
 If sparrows do not twitter now
Colourful Concubines tweet their tales of toil
To high-profiled hackers?
Yet commitments towards their families
Keep them Connected!!

And Untroubled Flows the Time...
So life decides the move
 The reason to deify is to nullify  the very essence of existence
 The fallacy of loneliness in the facade of indifference is saleable

 AM I DISTURBING YOU?
As i fall..i rise in in your assessment
As i die..i am resurrected in your gossips
Yet the ashes of the dead float n' flow in the river of time...

AND  DO I TRY TO BE DISTURBED?

I PLAY...

When i loved...
                    The sun in the sky blushed crimson and i waited for the dusk
When i loved...
                     The breeze roughened the waves in the sea and i waited for the rain
When i loved...
                      Fire in the hearth crackled in joy and i waited for the snow to fall
Then you said...
                       Such a fancy empties my existence...
So here i play ...
                        Lovingly with all that you say...
 Extravagantly with myself!?     

THE CHOICE!

Mother!
           Your love
Shielded HIM
                     as you stood between HIM  and the surging abyss

So powerful was your presence
    that Destiny retreated.....
HIS  restless future, delayed...
      Then trembling HE, caught up
in the wilderness of the primal desires
                                       inside.....
waded down into the more ancient blood...
Before HE could fathom
 HE was dissolved in the water
                                           that makes the embryo weightless?

So passion welled up inside HIM
             from departed beings...
Gently HE performed HIS daily tasks
 Yet the madness in HIM
  Explored
 The performing lover whirled into rapture
Astonished by the caution
      of human gesture,
that conspired to keep silent about HIM
Half out of shame
       perhaps
half out of unutterable hope?
    The fugitive wind took shelter
                              between the rocks
                                                           bruised by human impulses
Remnant of the hundred fragrances,
                                                     The CHILD could hardly free HIMSELF?

Mother!
          HE has chosen the surging abyss
                                                             for HIMSELF
Safe.....secure....serene.....!